The Importance Of My Culture

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Throughout my life, I have always felt as if I was hiding. Hiding from my peers, my educators, the public, and even my friends. The only way I felt free to be myself was with my family, but only if we were behind closed doors. As a Kurdish-American living in Bismarck, North Dakota, I felt that I did not belong, believing that I must refrain from showing my culture to the world. When anyone asked where I was from, I would shy away and answer “Bismarck” and when they pressed for my cultural background, my stomach would drop, worried that they would judge me. I also felt so ashamed when my parents spoke Kurdish in public that I would harshly reply back in English, anxiously concealing any hint of my Middle Eastern background. I truly did not know what it was like to fully immerse myself in my own culture for the most of my life until the summer of 2013. I was sitting on a swing outside of my grandfather’s house on a warm evening in Slemani, Kurdistan, my parents’ hometown—the roots of my family. It was 6:00 PM and the sun was already setting, illuminating the sky as if it were lit by fire. I was in a place where I could embrace my culture, but the feeling of insecurity…show more content…
I was not prepared for what I saw when I walked into the living room—my whole family squished into the tiny space, dancing and laughing to music that blared from the radio. My uncle swiftly approached me, took my hand, and twirled me into the festivities. Without thinking, I began to laugh and sing along in joy as we danced our traditional dance together to the beat of the music. Time seemed to slow down as I moved along with the beat. The air swirled against my face and the sounds of laughter faded. I then realized something: I felt comfortable, a feeling that I had never felt, ever, in my life. This was a part of who I was. This was my
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