Carolina De Jesus Analysis

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Child of The Dark Paper Carolina has made some bad decisions in her life, but so has everyone else. To me she represents the everyday woman struggling to keep her family alive and well. All she wants is the best for her children and herself. Carolina is a strong woman and she is very independent. As Audalio Dantas, I will publish the Diary of Carolina Maria de Jesus because I want to show the people how Carolina’s pride in her own independence is the vital importance that determines both her identity and the way she reacts with other favelados. Carolina’s independence shows how strong she is and it also keeps her going to give the best to her children. Carolina sets out everyday and looks for paper to sell and in return she gets money…show more content…
Violence, alcoholics, theft, and threatening people also surround her. Carolina is a strong woman and she knows how to distance herself from all of the bad things in life and to keep her children away from it also. “She hates me. She says that the handsome men and distinguished men prefer me and that I make more money than she does.” (De Jesus, p. 7) Carolina is talking about the jealousy and the hatred coming from the favela women. She puts up with this day-to-day and seems not to get mad that often. Before Dona Rosa made that comment to Carolina, Carolina saw Dona Rosa chasing Carolina’s son with a stick and Carolina says, “A woman of 48 years is fighting with a child!” (De Jesus, p.7) This gives us the chance to see how much more mature Carolina is than the rest of the women. “Dona Silvia came to complain about my children. She said they were poorly educated.” (De Jesus, p. 7-8) Carolina has to deal with these comments made…show more content…
“In relations with men, I’ve had some bitter experiences. Now I’m mature, reached a stage of life where my judgment has grown roots.” (De Jesus, p. 33) Since Carolina has gotten pregnant by three men and they have all left her, she chooses to not trust any men. She believes she doesn’t need a man to help her out in life. When a man passed Carolina and his family, he asked, “Where does your husband work?” Carolina replied, “I don’t have a husband and I don’t want one.” (De Jesus, p. 16) Vera grabbed the man’s arm and said, “Give.Me.Shoes.” So the man gave money to Vera and said, give this to your mother. When Carolina looked at what the man gave to Vera, he gave 100 cruzeiros. Carolina was shocked because she would not expect a man to give her that much money and to actually help her out. In her entry from December 28, 1958, Carolina writes about a cat that has killed a rat she’s been trying to catch for days. “The cat is a wise one. She doesn’t have any deep loves and doesn’t let anyone make a slave of her.” (De Jesus, p. 135) In the cat, Carolina sees the value she prizes most in herself: independence. The cat also shows her that it has self-reliance, as does Carolina. Carolina also reveals one of her own survival strategies, she refuses to get married or put her love interests before the interests of her children. As she describes it, marriage resembles slavery. Watching their
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