What Does It Mean To Be a Teacher

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Teaching is much more a calling than a job. Last night, I opened my laptop to start doing the endless task of preparing PowerPoint lessons for the next day’s class not to mention that I will be preparing not one but two lessons: for my first year and fourth year English classes. Then I stopped, I remembered I needed to finish the computation of grades for the five sections I handled in order to meet the agreed deadline. I was about to start computing when my youngest daughter approached me, crying and complaining about her toothache. Mother as I am, I stood up and attended to her. I still went to see the assignments of my two boys. It was ten o’clock then when I returned to sit in front of the laptop, already exhausted, drained and sleepy. What could I do? Honestly, I felt burdened, no, overburdened by my situation. I even complained to my husband, with teary eyes that I am tired, really tired. It seemed that I can’t cope up with the multiple expectations of being a good subject teacher, a classroom adviser, a mother of three, a wife and a member of the community where I am in. But my husband, after hearing all my complaints, just smiled and said, “Mang, much is expected for those who are given much.” Should I feel proud and privileged of his response? I am afraid his remarks did not affect my burdened soul even a bit. What I felt and what I heard was my inner being, shouting in frustration that I AM REALLY TIRED and THAT I NEED A BREAK!!!! But after many times of self reflections, there are things that are always banging my mind. It seemed someone is jokingly saying to me, “NGANONG NING-ENTER?” “NGANONG NAG MAESTRA?” These are jokes but they are true. I chose to be a teacher. Nobody forced me to be in this situation. I put myself on this situation. Even if I have a choice to quit, I need to stand responsible to face the consequences of making a choice to
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