A Cross Road in My Life

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a cr A difficult decision that had positive effects. There are too many uncertainties and too many decisions to make at the crossroads of our lives. In my case, the most difficult decision that I had made in my life is to go abroad studying. Graduation from high school means a new start in university and my score on the College Entrance Examination determines which university I can go to. When I found out that I got 593 out of the 750 points on the exam, I was full of disappointment and anxiety .The fact was that my score wouldn’t allow me into my dream school. I didn’t sleep well that night because I couldn’t stop thinking about my future. I kept sitting up and lying down, over and over again. “What decision should I make?” I thought to myself. Life seemed so difficult to me at that moment. I burst into convulsive sobs. Fortunately, my dear mom came to my room and had a deep conversation with me, which gave me power and confidence. At first she just sat on my bed and hugged me softly. Her hug was so warm that it melted the cold ice in my heart. “Have you really thought about your future? Now you are 18 years old and you can make your own decision. Of course we will respect your decision. Your dad and I won’t always be with you,” my mom told me. I was so moved to hear these words. I asked my mom which university and major she thought were suitable for me. “Think about your interests and what you are good at.” Yes, this was my own life and decision. I could be whoever I wanted to be. United states and foreign language studies came to mind. My friends and I once had made agreements to go to united stated studying together. With all of this courage and confidence, I decide to go abroad studying. My father told me that he was so proud of me and that he agreed with my decision. Suddenly, I felt really grown-up. It felt wonderful to make such a big decision by myself!
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