Application Monologue

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ApplicationI’m trapped inside, come free me from my own vices I’m being suffocated throughout, come free me from my own mind The reality is a haze; I am being deluded as I put on a show Creating laser lights amidst; scorching people’s soul I am my own enemy; you sow what you reap…!!! Please, save my soul, my mind, my senses, my resolve; I am tethered on life support Come take me off this; euthanize my existence; I let you, I beg you Please, save my life, my sane thoughts, my impulses; my resistance is ebbing away I am making head in the game; but inside I am being torn away You are my last hope, my last resort……….. I’m struggling with this gangasta life style; they think I'm game; But I put on a show; as I hide my fear inside…show more content…
from this torment that people call the Hollywood dream I have become my own enemy; I guess I’m plowing what I sow Please, make me a part of another 27 curse; let me escape; let me run I beg you, listen to my calling, my imploring, I call for redemption, I call for mercy Please, give me sweet sleep they call freedom, I am bound too deep…. I am making head in the game; but inside I am shredding my soul away, You are my last ray of hope, my only fail safe plan…. It’s true what they say that all that glitter is not gold, I have gold, but its heart turned to ash I’m reaching high, yet I am sinking deep in to my vices, my own desires, It’s a 911 call, it’s an emergency, I dance the night away, intoxicated and too caught in the dream I need final release, a final escape from what the people call making big…….. Please, make me a part of another 27 curse; I’m being suffocated throughout, come free from my own mind The reality is a haze; I am being deluded as I put on a show Let me the do the curtain call, I bow to my own crop; It is what they say; you sow what you reap…and I am reaping the worst
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