Ishmael Beah Psychological Analysis

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At the age of twelve, Ishmael Beah wields an AK-47 for the first time. For almost four years, the Sierra Leonean government army forces Ishmael into violent conflict under the compulsory influence of drugs. Suffering from severe psychological damage due to the trauma of war and the habitual use of drugs as a child, UNICEF rescues him and places him into intensive rehabilitation. Ishmael successfully recovers both physically and psychologically through displays of genuine benevolence, learning to self-create and establish an authentic identity on the foundations of the hardships overcame and renewing his faith in the innate unselfishness of people. After the adversities he faced, Beah is living proof of his sentiment: “Children have the resilience…show more content…
The military forcefully administers drugs to the boys such as cocaine, marijuana, and “brown-brown,” a mixture of cocaine and gunpowder. Interestingly, the boys must take a “white pill” before each battle to increase their stamina, which Ishmael understands to have the effect of negating pain. Without using these drugs, Ishmael has nightmares and excruciating migraines, so he continues to use them. These methods of “brainwashing” force Ishmael to negate the identity he had accepted as his own all his life and rather than self-creating, he develops a void of all emotion and sympathy for others. Regarding his years as a soldier, Ishmael explains, “I couldn’t comprehend what or how I felt,” (Beah, 86). The way Ishmael differentiates between “what” and “how” he feels illustrates his inability not only to identify his emotions but also to understand…show more content…
Staff members at the center locate him in the city of Freetown in Sierra Leone and arrange for him to visit. Although Ishmael wants to feel happy that he has a family connection, he remains cautious, explaining, “I was still hesitant to let myself let go, because I still believed in the fragility of happiness” (Beah, 173). He describes feeling happy as “letting go” as though he restrains himself from the release of his forced emotional void. Moreover, he describes believing happiness to be fragile, although the “still” suggests that he learns to believe otherwise. In the absence of any paternal figure in a member of his family, the presence of his uncle helps Ishmael to reestablish a sense of family. With the help of the genuine benevolence of strangers such as Nurse Esther, Laura Simms and his Uncle Tommy, Ishmael goes on to be considered successfully rehabilitated. Tommy invites him to leave Benin Home and return to Sierra Leone with him. He treats Ishmael like a son and helps him as best he can to begin to live a normal life on the foundations of his life in the

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