Final Integrative Paper

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Jamie Gosney International Christian Studies Professor White, Dobbins 3 December 2012 Final Integrative Paper As I begin to type out what I have learned throughout the time in this class, and the over view to my conclusion I realize that my heart has been changed dramatically. Before I entered this class I had a different outlook as to who God is, and how He fit into my life. Although I had been practicing the concept of giving up a lot of what I had for God before this class, I never really knew how to take the next step. My journey with God has been a dramatic struggle throughout my life. I have fallen into some bad times because of my sin, and on the polar opposite to that effect I have also given up a lot to be with God. As I grow…show more content…
In one point of my life I am close, and reading my bible daily, and on the other part I am following my fleshly desires, and not paying any attention to Him. This pattern could truly destroy me if I decide to go off on the wrong path. I understand that I am getting closer to that crucial part in my life where I can affect my future by simple choices that I make daily. I can see my life going nowhere near the direction of strengthening my relationship with God at this point, but because of this class this all changed for me and I may be on the right path for pleasing Him. When I began this class I struggled with the concept of giving up the “American Dream” in order to be in God’s will for my life. I still do not know how much of that concept I believe, but it made me confused lost and angry. When I became a Christian all I could think about was how I never signed up to give up my dreams and ambitions to fulfill God’s plan for my life. I refused to believe…show more content…
This is interesting in the fact that everyone has their own thoughts, and opinions to the situation of what life is all about. If I were to be asked what I think life is about I would say that everyone has their own path that needs to be followed. I believe that everyone has a specific duty that they are called to. Whether or not you follow that duty that God has laid upon your heart is up to you (some I believe will have more than others). As individuals we have free choice in following God or not. God designed humanity that way specifically so that we are not robots in the way that we think. I believe that whatever makes you happy in life you may pursue as long as you keep God at the center. In my mind life is like a play. People work behind the scenes while others work in the front where they are able to be seen, and heard. A director must be behind the scenes in order to make a play a great showing to watch. I believe God is the director to life/play. He can coach, and teach those on the front lines of battle during the practice, but when the real play comes into view with the audience He lets those main people make the decisions for them selves. I have never once seen a director yell at their main characters for messing up a line, or going off script during the actual event of the showing. In life I believe
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