Cookie-Personal Narrative

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Jackie. …And then she just stood motionless, I watched as her once, cheerful expression went blank, that spark I used to see behind those striking cyan blue eyes of hers, gone, and immersed into a world I was no longer a part of. I felt lost… 20 years have been and gone like a flash and still no matter how loud I shout, how insanely frustrated I get, she just can’t hear me, she won’t let herself. She just glazes over, as if she is staring into space. There are times I feel a flicker of hope as she looks like she used to, when she could still see me, full with love in her beautiful heart, and that electric spark back behind her enticing eyes. But that look I so longed for was still not for me. It was for him. Even now after all this time, to see him brush away her hair with his careful hands… to see her gaze into his dark eyes and content smile… to see her lean down and press her soft lips to his is agonizing. I definitely know she doesn’t…show more content…
I’m still here, caring and looking after her every step of the way. I know this is one of the biggest days of her life, one she has been looking forward to ever since she was young, and one that she will remember for the rest of her life. I can still remember one of our conversations like it was just yesterday, one about her dream wedding. It would be sweet and quiet, nothing too fancy, with white roses and lilies everywhere. She always talked endlessly about what her dress would be like and how she wanted a veil that floated freely down her face that could be pushed back over her head like in the movies. She looked absolutely breathtakingly beautiful and I couldn’t keep my eyes off her, not for one second. Everything she said, everything she did was unquestionably flawless. She has definitely done her six year old self proud. But the thing what still pained me was the fact that I couldn’t say any of this to her face. I just wished she still saw me the way I still see

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