Yeah Essay

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Antoinette Part 1 February 21, 2015 at 5:07am I have a very healthy appetite for sex. I was lucky Nathan found me four years ago (pareho yong level of horniness namin). He was my on-off-on fuck buddy. On- noong naging kamifour years ago… off- noong nagdecide sya magkaroon ng real girlfriend kasi may boyfriend na ako (noon at ngayon still with the same bf), then on - again when I applied as his fubutwo months after nila magbreak ng gf nya. Sa umpisa ayaw nya (ayaw nya maging 3rd party) kaya lang after many days of na tinatabihan ko sya at mag kwento ng ano-ano habang naka bra at panty lang, unti-unting nawala lang self control nya. Nawala din yong sadness nya sa breakup nila ng gf nya… kasi im just one happy person to be with (hehe with pleasing personality at sobrang mapagbigay sa kanya). Isang araw nawala yong control nya. Since then naging regular customer na nya ako sa bed. But some months after that FUBU arrangement, na depressed ako (work related na super stressful). I did not mention to Nathan that I was taking some anxiety medication for whole month. Na alarm lang ako kasi habang nag se-sex kami sa previous two sessions parang nag dry up ako in the middle of intercourse at parang masakit yong thrusts nya. Hindi kami nakatapos pareho. Malapit na naman yong f--- schedule namin that my anxiety grew so I decided to tell him. Me: Looks like I wont need you anymore. Binasa ko side effects ng gamot na bigay ni doc, nakakawala pala ng gana sa sex. Bakit di binanggit ng doctor yon! Naiinis ako. Di na ako makaramdam na libog. Nathan: May sakit ka talaga? (seryosong tanong nya, concerned pero di makapaniwala... i look as healthy as a cow) Me: Ewan di ko sure. Di mo ba napapansin unti-unti na akong nagda-dry during our sessions? Nathan: Medyo… kaya nagdala ako ng lubricant last time. Me: I’m scared paano pag di na ako pwede makipagsex! That

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