My Stupid Love

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My Stupid Love By: Kenneth Lloyd Poquita According to them we are free to love, to express love and to show love, But How? I’m just a gay not perfect and definitely not fake. I was in love to a guy not so good physically but one hundred percent very good in terms of his personality he’s good, kind, caring and concern. Maybe I was fall in love on him not because he has the ability to make me fall in love but rather because I just love the way he is, but I came to realized to set my limitations because we all know that boys is for girls and girls is for boys, but how I can accept this reality when this stupid heart fall in love to this wrong person? Can I blame myself why I am doing such thing? I’m just a human, free to commit a mistake. But then I can’t deny to myself that my heart cannot stop loving on him because my heart is longing for him. There is something though that I felt sad about, Am I deserving to own his love knowing the fact that we’re not meant to be? Some says it’s up to me, but then again I don’t want to hurt myself. It’s hard for me to accept that all the cares and concerns he gave to me is just for friendship, When this happens I did everything, I shout out loud and cursed myself. Sometimes I asked myself am I a fool? Why should I insist myself to offer my love knowing that everything is just for friends, but somehow to lessen the pain I felt, I just go with the flow, for now I want to be with him, we are close to each other jamming here and there, but is it the right thing to do? Some friends advised me to let him go because destiny doesn’t fit to us. But how can I do such thing when my heart is craving for him. Damn this stupid love!!!! It’s hard on my part to let those things happen. I wonder why my feelings seem so strong. I wonder why my imagination always goes beyond what’s really going on. I allowed simple situations to
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