My Double Life

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Being the pastor’s daughter is not easy and is worse when you are in that part of life when you want to experiment with everything, do whatever you want and hangout with your friends. But because of my dad all eyes were on me... My dad was a pastor of a church. Growing up it wasn’t easy for me because everywhere I went and everything I did people were watching me. They were waiting for me to fall so they could point on me. I couldn’t do this or act like that because I was the pastor’s kid and I had to behave a certain way and be in my best behavior. I knew there was a God and I believe he existed. I just didn’t get why we had to go to church so many times a week. I was so tired of pretending to be someone that I wasn’t. I was tired of pretending to be this perfect girl who never committed any mistakes because that was the opposite of who I really was. I started to have a double life I was this perfect girl at church but once I got home I was a 12 year old girl with a mentality of a 16 year old. It didn’t matter that I had a double life. Right? At the end I was still going to heaven when I died. What else did I need to do for me to go heaven? I already was a good girl; I always went to church with my dad, I read my bible every day. I was good with my family and friends and I never killed anyone or did anything bad like that. Nunez/2 When I was like 13 I went to a retreat from my church in there I was confronted with a lot of things about my life and how I was. I understood that day that I was being a hypocrite not only to my family and friends but to God. Because when Sunday came I was a good girl but when I was in school I was bully. I understood that day that we should be the same everywhere we go either in church, at the mall, in school or even when I was alone in my room. I understood that being Christian doesn’t
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