Personal Essay: My 14 Types Of Guilts

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My 14 types of Guilt 1. A Hesitancy to Assert Oneself I am ashamed to tell my parents what I want to do with my life. One time, my parents asked what is my plan after graduating, and I told them that I don’t know even though I have some plans because I don’t want them to judge me about my plans and I also don’t want to disappoint them. And I don’t want them to compare my plans to my cousins because they would tell you that their plans are better than mine. It belongs to hesitancy to assert oneself because those shames do not come from any pressures in life but it is based on my lack of confidence and courage. 2. A Feeling of Shame for a Particular Inner Feeling I am ashamed that I feel angry towards my parents. After being scolded, I am always angry at them because I cannot speak for myself or defend myself from them where in the case I am correct and I really did my part in order not to be scolded anymore but I don’t have any courage to speak up because I am afraid of what will happen next that why I just keep my mouth shut and just keep my anger in myself. This is part of guilt because it shows a shame about my inner feeling towards my parents and I don’t want to disappoint them because they did not expect me to be rebellious unlike my younger sister who will take…show more content…
I always defend myself to them but still their minds are closed, they don’t want to believe my reasons and they always compare me to my cousin who is better than me. That’s the time that I am starting to feel distance from them. This is part of the guilt because I feel my uneasiness or uncomfortableness towards my parents and I am starting to grow fear inside of me afraid of the incoming insults against

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