Love Essay

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This crime has affected me in the following ways. It has not only made me mentally, emotionally and physically drained, not only did I have to walk around with 2 black eyes a broken nose and a chipped tooth The incident has put a great impact on our 3 year old son Jamisen. The worst thing I have to do is constantly explain to our son where his daddy is and I have to comfort him when he is crying for his father, and I have to calm him down when he is mad at me because his daddy is not here. It’s hard on me because our son thinks it is my fault that you his father can’t be with us, and deep down inside I know it’s not my fault but I constantly have to remind myself of that, and I shouldn’t have to. Because I know I am doing what’s right for me and Jamisen. I don’t deserve nor do I have to put up with the physical abuse from the person I loved so dearly and I would have done anything for. This is going to be a life changing experience for me and my son. I never wanted to raise my son by myself as a single mother; I wanted Jamisen to have both his parents together at all times to share those special moments with him. After the incident I felt so many emotions, I was angry, sad, relieved, hopeful and so many more all in one, If you could have seen the look in your eyes while the incident was happening you would understand why I feel the way I do today, you had no remorse or regret in your eyes at all, I wasn’t looking into the eyes of the man I fell in love with. It was one of the most evil looks I’ve ever seen and I will never get that out of my head. Even after all of that I’ve come to realize that don’t hate you for what you have done I’m just very hurt and disappointed in you that you could do this to me, but you are paying for it now and it’s not going to help me heal with me hating you. You’re going to have to pay for your consequences for the rest of your life.

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