Losing My Mom

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The saddest moment in my life was losing my mom. It was October 1, 2008 when my mom died because of cardiac arrest. I was in school on that day, without knowing that my mom was already gone. While me and my friends was taking a merienda our driver Mang badong comes near me, and he told me that I need to go home. After our conversation, I was thinking why I need to go home early. While I’m sitting inside our car, I felt that my heart was beating too fast. When my grandmother was already in front of our gate, she came near me while she was crying. I already knew that something bad has happen because of my grandmother face been full of tears. She told me that my mom was already died. I don’t want to believe after hearing those words. And I don’t want to cry because I know my mom was still alive. I felt like my whole body was suffering physically, mentally and emotionally. I cried too loud, I don’t care if everyone was looking at me. I can hardly breathe. It was very hard for me to accept that my mom had already gone. I had no longer hugged her or show how much I love her and how much she’s important to me. I was very sad because since I was a child my mom was the only person who was taking good care of me. She was not only my mother but also a father. My dad was not with us he is working abroad, that’s why my mother stood also as my father just to remind me that my dad was working for my future. Losing someone in my life was a big depression, but losing my mom made my life miserable. It’s like I’m half dead without my mom who’s always there for me. It was very hard to lose your mom especially if she was the one who’s giving love to you and protecting you from danger. Sometimes I want to give up but I need to be strong just foe myself and I need to protect myself by my own because my father is not with me. He was living on Italy with his new family. That’s why every time
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