Losing My Grandmother- How I Felt

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Memoir of my Grandmother Losing my Granny and how close I was to her and how disappointed I felt when she passed. She was my only living granny , who when I needed comfort and a warm blanket, especially at nights, I’d run to her arms. My grandmother’s love was unconditional; not only did she bless me with her love, but gave me the love of her daughter, who is my mother. She lived for love, love for her grand kids, her children, her all. She lived her life caring and loving her every desire. A life lived by her heart. Her passing has left this void in my life. I still sit and think about this day when I received this call, thought it was the usual greeting call from my sister and mother, not knowing it was the sad news of granny’s passing. The tears came down in puddles, as I tried to comprehend the loss of an angel on earth, who instilled in me the facts of life. Oh how I wish I was closer to home when she was sick,. I really wanted to tell her how much I appreciated everything she did for me during my early years as a child. I wanted so much to say it to her in person, and not on the telephone as I am miles away from my childhood home. I wanted to be at her bedside, wrapped up in her arms, I wanted to be there to see her breathe her last breath, but now it is too late , she is gone. My tears flowed continuously, especially in the night as I try to comprehend this sorrow As I took the flight back home, I was solemn and grief stricken, In the past I have always been happy coming home to granny, but not this time. I know that I would not see that vibrant looking little lady again , but would see a lifeless corpse in a casket, not a sound of her beautiful voice. I felt so cold inside; so many things I wanted to say to her, all the hugs I needed and wanted, and many, many regrets I’ve had. I wanted to be comforted. Nothing could take away the

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