I Think I Need to Tell You Everything

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Ok so I think I need to tell you everything I feel for you. You both make and ruin my day every day. How? Well I will tell you, every time I see you, you make my day and I get so happy and I don’t know how to contain myself, and you ruin my day because you have to leave to go to class and you have to leave to go home, and you have to leave me, and it hurts me more than you think because you are a big part in my life. You are the only guy to ever show me this much attention, and to show me that you care. You are the only one to know almost everything about me, and I love knowing that I can trust you enough to let you in. but I always had a feeling that I was going to find someone like you; it was just a matter of time. You put this feeling in me that I have never felt before, and I love it but I’m also scared to lose it because I don’t want to lose you or all the feelings you give me. I don’t think you understand how much you mean to me, and if I ever lost you I think I would die. I’m glad you are willing to wait for me until I’m ready and have the respect to even want to wait. I respect you for that. I’m also happy that you want to do something with your life but I want you to know, if you ever leave for like the military to serve I want you to come back home to me. In the time your away I will write every day, I will always think about you and I will miss you so much that it will make me sick to my stomach, and then I won’t even be able to sleep at night. Xavier being with you makes me think about things I would have never even thought about, like kids. I used to tell my mom I never wanted kids. Ever. And being with you I want kids I want a life with you. I want you to be in my future. I want to be able to come home to the only guy that knows how to make me happy, makes me smile, and laughs. I want you to come home to the sound of the kids being happy and the smell

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