I Miss My Papa

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Death of a loved one The best person that ever happened to me was my Grandpa. I love my Grandpa very much. But there was a big misunderstanding. My grandpa was diagnosed with cancer a couple weeks before his passing. The doctor's said that they caught the cancer to late but they would try to treat him with medicine. As each day went by he got sicker and sicker. I felt the pain in his eyes while i was also trying to fight back tears that wanted to flow down my lushes cheeks. I did not know what to expect or what to do. He had to go to the Hospital because he was in so much pain that i can see the fear in his eyes. Later that night, as i sat back on my bed, I started crying wondering "What will I do if i lose my Grandpa, He was my only Father I have ever had, I can not lose him." Then i started to smile a little because I was so Grateful that he raised me as one of his own. As I went to go visit my Grandpa, I noticed that tear's started flowing down my pale face as I was walking through the hospital doors. As each day came all I did was pray. The next day at the Hospital, the Doctor's came in the waiting room and told my Family that "Your grandpa is doing much better and should be fine." But after she said that, my heart kept telling me that something was still dreadfully wrong. I know that in retrospect the doctor was seeking to comfort my Family, except I had this Gnawing, suck feeling in the pit of my stomach screaming to my brain cells "He is not okay, He is not going to make it." The reality of knowing that my Grandpa was not going to make it, found me clinging to a chair, to catch myself, so I would not crumples to the floor in dispair, but yet I did crumple to the floor crying my brain cells out. For two days, I had been locking myself in the room crying in dispair. I replayed are Friday bonding time over and over again

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