I laugh over the littlest and stupidest things. I'm forgetting about the past, and thinking about the present. I love my friends I really don’t know what I would do without them. I trust more people than I should. I hate drama and do my best to avoid it.
I love to take responsibility when people can rely on me; thus whenever I could not accomplish it, I blame it on myself. I realized that I am such a Protector when I got the result by skimming back all the things that I have done for my family and my friends. I am an introverted person because I need my own private time to recharge myself. I do not like going to clubs and bars where there are so many people or the music is too loud. I always need to sit alone with soft music to think about what I have done each day in order to get myself ready to do other things.
I want this to be on a personal level to each person I meet. I believe that if you really got to know my heart, my serving and selfless heart, hopefully “good” might be an understatement. However, if you catch me on a bad day, good might be completely erased from your mind. Although there is a lot of good to me, I am human. One thing you would able to see is that I get stressed very easily.
But things didn’t change; it was a losing battle even when we were so close to victory. So close to being accepted. (Picks up letter from Ed) You use to accept me. You use to be my best friend Ed; we would do everything and go everywhere together. You still write to me now; pity letters I guess.
THE ROAD TO BECOMING A WELL SEASONED SOLDIER AND LEADER IS VERY TOUGH AND GRUELING AND IS FILLED WITH ALL TYPES OF SETBACKS AND SLIP UPS. IN THE UNITED STATES MILITARY, TARDINESS IS UNACCEPTABLE. I COULD WRITE THIS ESSAY AND FILL IT WITH EXCUSES AS TO WHY I WAS LATE, BUT THE FACT OF THE MATTER IS THAT THERE IS NO EXCUSE. BEING ON TIME IS VERY IMPORTANT. WHEN I AM LATE IT MAKES EVERYONE ELSE RUN BEHIND WHICH THEN MAKES ALL THE SOLDIERS EAT LATE AND HAVE TO WAIT.
I bought her a hot-water heater, and another one when it wore out…They were tiny things, inconsequential things. I did them because I was supposed to, because it was my turn to do things for her, and because I was trying to make up for any wrong I had ever done her.” (Bragg, pg. 151) His mother made many sacrifices for her boys when she was growing up, and Bragg was compassionate to his mother. He loved her so much and wanted her to live a comfortable life. This can strike a note with most readers, as most people feel attached to their mothers and would do anything to make them happy.
Some people wake up in time and they try to remove it all before it is too late, but most cases people end up with regret and live with their mistakes forever. Sometimes, nature’s beauty is what you should be happy with. A birthmark can only be found with you, in the unique body that Mother Nature gave you. Be happy with it and that is the perfect and unique appearance you will
Their lyrics are amazing and so true. One of my favorite lyrics is “you know that accidents can happen, and it’s okay, we all fall off the wagon sometimes it’s not you’re whole life, it’s only one day, you haven’t thrown everything away.” That lyric means everything to me. It’s also my motivation. It brought me closer to my family and friends. It reminds me that even though I make mistakes, like huge mistakes, that things will get better.
We put so much on our plate to get done there is no time for relaxing. If I had a friend who would drop everything when I called to go somewhere with me, I would be the one to cancel. There is a movie out called “The Bucket List”. It is mainly about a list of things they wanted to do in their lives before they die. Two unlikely characters collaborate to cross off items from this list together.
Everyone always says that I am brave for being so happy and have strong will power. But the ugly and not-too-well-known truth about cancer is it's not something that you have for a while it stays with you even after Cancer affects you long after its left your body... the physical fatigue, maintenance treatments and weariness is just the tip of the iceberg. It's gotten to a point that survivors are expected to be act that way. Well - that expectation is UNFAIR. It's not easy being grateful for the worst thing that's ever happened to you... And the pressure we, as a society, put on these survivors to feel that way is not helping.