Analysis of Heartbeat, by David Romtvedt

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What are we Afraid of? I will admit to have smuggled a few snacks and beverages into a movie theater on a few different occasions (as I am sure most people have done at least once in a lifetime), but there is one particular instance I clearly and frequently remember. It was the first time I attended a movie theater without my parents and a friend asked me to stash his can of coke in my jacket because he didn’t have one. My heart pounded faster and harder with each step we took towards the employee near the entrance, but I tried (overly) to appear calm. I could almost hear my own pulse when we crossed the entrance; the clerk then said “hey” and I could feel my heart bursting out inside my chest. He approached me and gave me a twenty-peso bill I had dropped, while I just stood there completely frozen. I did not say anything, so after a few seconds he just turned around and went back to his station; we also turned slowly and continued to walk to our show room. Over the years I have asked myself, why was I afraid? I knew I would not go to jail or be physically hurt, so what was I afraid of? Reading David Romtvedt’s short story, Heartbeat, immediately reminded me of that incident. In this story, we are presented with a situation most people have experienced in one form or another; whether it was at a small or large degree, we all have carried out an immoral act at some point in our lives. Inside the narrative, this is reflected by the man secretly siphoning gasoline out of his former teacher’s car. Most times we commit an immoral act, we are more afraid of violating our conscience and disgracing ourselves than the potential punishment we may receive for such action. We have all felt that small bite in the back of our heads reminding us that what we are doing is wrong and we shouldn’t go through with it. The man in the story was probably feeling this way at the
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