Analysis Of An Essay By Susan Griffin

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This is a story of a boy that I loved, I am not sure if he ever did, genuinely. And I will probably never know. This essay contains pieces of his life story that he shared with me and that got stuck to my mind, it seems very deeply. He, not even realizing it, had a great impact on my life. I myself only realize it lately more and more with each time I go over our history together. I sometimes burst in this feeling of frustration because I can’t do anything about it. His mom was sniffing heroin when he and his twin brother were in her womb. That made them very vulnerable to becoming addicts themselves in their life. So they did, both of them, when they became adolescents. He came out second, therefore wasn’t as strong as his one minute older…show more content…
What is it I should do that will make him express what he has for me inside him that he told me about? I know he does because he told me so. Why does he ignore my pain my feelings toward him? Then it hit me once while reading an Essay by Susan Griffin called Our Secret. It said, “There are many ways we have of standing outside ourselves in ignorance. Those who have learned as children to become strangers to themselves do not find this a difficult task. Habit has made it natural not to feel. To ignore the consequences of what one does in the world becomes ordinary’ (Griffin, 325). He learned how to ignore as a child. He has done it unconsciously. He hates himself as a result to his parent’s silent statement that he is worthless. He learners how to become a stranger to himself because no one wants to be a friend with a worthless someone. He would hurt but then would ignore my pain as a consequence to what he did. He is used to it. He has done it before. I sometimes burst in this feeling of frustration because I cant do anything about it. It has already done its damage. It left me in tears which have been the not only

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