Loung Ung’s Book, First They Killed My Father, Is a Shocking Exposé of a Family’s Trauma Through War. Discuss.

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Loung Ung in the novel First They Killed My Father displays a change in personality once she and her family are forced to leave and abandon the family home by the Khmer Rouge. She was quite mischievous and cheeky at the very beginning of the book, but over the course of being away from her home the trauma the Ung family is subjected to, it is quite evident how Loung has gotten a much more conservative personality; the gradual loss of certain factors of her life outline what Loung and her family eventually turn into. Loung’s innocence vanished under the reign of the Khmer Rouge as she was unjustly exposed to things that could psychologically harm a child’s mind. Even though she was strong enough to withstand the mental ordeal of the acts driven by such desperation, these attributes had to give way at some point, after constantly having them prod at the mind; endlessly. While others’ brains switch off under the oppression and hardship, Loung’s quiet intelligence simmers under the surface; this brings her to the realisation that “death is permanent... [and] you don’t come back whenever you want to”. Though the angst she experienced then wasn’t depicted at that very moment, it is only those who currently understand how Loung operates, that will consider that the act of ignoring what hurts is maybe how she decides to prevail over her new knowledge. Loung’s ultimate loss of innocence is most likely one that is paramount at changing an infant’s life forever, when a Vietnamese soldier (who was meant to assist in protecting the Cambodian people) attempted to make sexual advances upon Loung, unsuccessfully. It is thought that it would cripple her mind, but it only strengthens hers as she “possessed that one thing [she] needed to make something of herself. [She] had everything Pa gave her.” Her father’s messages still remained within her, and one could say that they are

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