If We Must Die

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Fighting for Life “If we must die, let it not be like hogs.” Claude McKay says it all with his opening line in the short poem “If We Must Die.” A little over a year ago I was introduced to college baseball. It was not the same game I was used to. It was bigger, faster and more physical. In order for me to make the team I was going to have to fight for it. In McKay’s poem he illustrates a theme of the pure courage and will power needed to take part in battle, the grinding and grit needed when your back is up against a wall, that feeling that today could be your last. This is the feeling I had since day one of stepping on to that field at the college level. I believe that McKay wrote this poem with direct links to his college experience as well. In 1906 he attended a trade school that was burnt down to the ground after his first year of attendance. He could have just given up on his writing career but he kept plugging away and was noticed by Walter Jekyll, an English buff who became McKay’s mentor and pushed him in the right direction (Giles). Through the love of the game, desire, dedication and just pure stubbornness to take no for an answer when the odds were against me, I was able to work my way on and redshirt with the team. The mentality of win or die trying is engraved in these men’s minds that are portrayed in “If we must die.” This same mentality saved me from being cut from the team. Being a non-recruit and from out of the area my chances were slim and each day was a new battle and proposed new challenges and new lessons learned. I quickly learned it was a battle field out there, each man fighting for himself to make a name and fighting to make the team better. “What though before us lies the open grave?” (McKay). Each new player trying out for the team the team had their own grave right in front of them, it was up to them to fill it without being

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