I Feel Invisible

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I am normal I look normal, I have a sense of style, I'm 16 I feel invisible. I'm a really shy person and just talking normally is really hard for me. I feel like I can't actually talk and I feel this is holding me back. When try and talk no one can hear me because I seem to blend in with the crowd. I have quiet a few friends but we hang out in a large group and nobody really notices me. I wasn't really that shy at my old school but since starting secondary school there is shy. When I'm not at school I spend most of my time in my room on my own and I notice that I feel lonely. I started my new school a few days ago. We got our lockers and I stopped the girl next to me and I asked her what time it was and she didn't reply even though I was standing directly in front of her. When we had to be paired up and talk to each other it was even more awkward then she gets out of her sweat and walks away and says hello to another girl I tried not to take it personally but. When I go to social gatherings people don't talk to me and I try to make conversations at school I feel invisible to people and sometimes they don't respond when I look at them or even some times talk to them. I’m just kind of sick of having no one and when I try to talk to people it just doesn't work out, when I’m not at school which is 20 hours or so a week i am at home, because i just don't want to feel that awkwardness I feel day in and day out. No one listens to me, or takes my thoughts in to consideration ever, my voice is never heard, every time I try to get my voice out, I'm ignored or just not taken seriously when I know what I have to say is correct. I only have 2 friends, but even I don't see them hardly, I get no presents on Christmas or my birthday, no one ever wants to be my partner or work with me in class, no one comes up to me. I do smile, I am normal I
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